I am at home right now… 5 hours to go before Christmas. I think most agnostics care for Christmas no matter what they say… not for the symbolism but rather for the same reasons as most Christians do. It’s a holiday that most people take a break and spend time with their family. I spend it with my family but I take more pleasure from being able to be alone.
The past two years was spent at work. Birthday ko na rin sa 27th at nung nakaraan na taon I spent it at work. It is pleasant to have it different this time.
Nung na-approve yung leaves ko, may nag-isip kung di ba pathetic. Sabi ko kasi excited na ako magkulong sa bahay! Yeah, I intend to lock myself at home: Browse the Internet, watch TV, read books, make drawings and eat.
You have to understand that 2007 was a weird year, I thought of myself as a boring person but in retrospect, it was an oddly intense year of alcoholism and other stuff not suitable for younger people. It is a path that I don’t think I will tread again. And I think I am glad. I think in life we should never make regrets, just learn from our mistakes. But I still think it is OK to drink once in a while. Di lang dapat araw-arawin. 2008 is great, it is pleasantly boring and except for me resigning from work and being in a relationship, but it is otherwise uneventful.
Boring is good. Boring is what I want to be right now. I guess it’s great to be solitary again and opening your door only to the people you want it to be open to. There are a lot of good friends that I have neglected and I wish I can bake amends for that.
Merry Christmas everybody!
oi…just came back from a quick visit sa lugar niyo..i hope I can come again there…dami k pang indi napuntahan eh..
alone din kami ng gf ko last xmas..its a great time being idle sa room doing nothing..ahhehee..
merri xmas bro!
wahahahahha!! ang saya nga! yeah..sarap tumengga paminsan minsan sa bahay! hehehe! happy new year! merry christmas! =)
Madaming salamat sa bisita! May pasok na ulit ako bukas. Hay! So sad.