I am so lonely at work. Hay! Wala akong kaibigan….
I am trying to cheer myself up, I have always been a loner. Maybe it’s pressure. With training at work, we are left to work independently with minimal supervision. Kaya siguro ganoon kakaiba yung exams namin dati. Voicewriting is tiring. We are left to practice and everybody is practicing because EVERYBODY needs to practice and it is not like High School and college because we need to be really good because we all want this job.
I have been getting these really nasty dreams. I guess I am not really built to work in a call center, office or anything that has corporate associated with it.
By the end of the day, my neck hurts, my head aches, my jaws had stiffened and my throat is dry! Tapos wala pa akong kaibigan at wala pa kaming pera!
I kinda miss my old coworkers. Kind of. Hahaha! I guess even if I have very few friends at my last job, they have gotten used to how I am, they just ignore me and when I need to talk, it’s a bit easy to pick things up. Pero ayoko na talaga mag-technical support. But I miss talking to nice customers, those really nice and educated Americans, those that are not necessarily intelligent but are easy to work with.
I have to remind myself that there are much more stupid and unappreciative people in the world.
Last Friday, I was lonely and I want to laugh hard and DRINK maybe. I wanted to talk.
So let me talk about what friends to me should be. Di naman ako mapili sa kaibigan, I am not looking for goodlooking people. Kahit bobo pa yan (basta wag lang nakaka-irita), ang mahalaga lang naman yung nasasakyan ang takbo ng utak ko at tumatawa sa sick humor ko. And of course they should display genuine concern for me (you’ll know just by small things tulad na lang ng pagko-commute and the like).
I have friends, just very few of them. I have plenty of acquaintances, but very few friends. If you don’t get it, we are not friends and most likely won’t be.
I do have a sense of humor, I just don’t find it funny (or even amusing). I know how to have fun, what you think is fun is not fun for me.
Stop talking. Stop talking about things just to make yourself look good.
I don’t hate people, I just find most people very annoying. I might even like them but I get easily annoyed.
Yesterday was better. I miss Meow. Isang araw na naman.
Sabi nila magkaka-friends din ako sa trabaho, yeah, reassuring.
Naglaro na lang ako ng Crazy Planets sa Facebook. Sana sweldo na, I need to cheer myself up.
P.S. Napag-tripan ko lang yung font color to make this post a little bit happier.
huwaw! bagong template! bagong buhay na ba? haha. at nagulat ako sa napaka-makulay na fonts. parang hindi ikaw. lololol!
sabi nga nila, find a work to live, not make a living. ako rin, sawang sawa na ko sa corpo life. kaya magpapaka-estudyante na ko. malapit na un. last week ko na rito eh. hehe.
at mabuti na lang wala ka na rito sa twc. tangina, sobrang queuing na araw-araw. para nang AT&T. tsk.
yet again, same shit. i become annoyed with people pretty easily.
pakiramdaman mo muna bagong planeta mo. aayos din yan. hehe.
nahilo ako sa fonts ah.. ang kulay.. kinailangan ko i-higlight un iba para mabasa ko..
pero kung ano magpapaligaya sayo.. eh di GO! hehehe..
crazy planets.. masaya ba ang app na yun?
ano ba masasabi ko sa post na to? pangit nga ang corpo life.. unless gusto mo un dog-eat-dog kind of life.. pero if gusto mo un simple lang.. wag ka mag-corpo..madami nman ibang work.. un nga lang isa sa pinakamadali makuha ngayon at pinaka ok magsweldo ay ang corpo..tsk.
elowee jpness…. balik ka n lang ulet dito sa men…Ü miss ka na namn.. pag gusto mong uminom sabihan mo lang cna shamie and migs.. lam mo naman aq saling pusa lang palage…Ü
magiging ok ka din jan.. for sure magkakaron ka rin mga acquaintances jan…Ü
taking crae…Ü
ps: nanibago q sa lay out mo… kelan ka pa naging hip hop…Ü
sabagay, hindid naman masamang mag try ng bago…Ü un nga lang parang hindi ikaw…Ü
Ayan binago ko na ulit.
@lio: naglalaro lang ako sa mga template. AT&T din ako dati, ayoko na talaga mag-tech support. Today mababa yung accuracy ko sa voice writing. Letse.
@elleica: sa totoo lang, di pa rin ako naligayahan and the fonts are kinda annoying. I should nevr have done that. Masaya yung Crazy Planets. Sad ang buhay natin, confined in corners of buildings, makes me claustrophobic.. pressure at work siguro.
@kuting: One of these days makikipaglasingan ako pero wala akong pera, it’s no longer funny. Di ako hiphop, isipin mo na lang yung previous layout graffiti and I can appreciate aesthetics. Hehehe.
ayan… mas ok na yung lay out…. cguro kz may idea ako kahit papano sa mga gusto mo at hindi kasalai din ang hip hop kaya nanibago lang aq…Ü
dai, kahit wala kang pera basta pede cna shamie and migs text mo lang cla….
the only thing i cant relate on this post is the facebook..im soo prmitive…i dont use any apps on my account.ha ha ha
I want to change career too..yung low profile na job but very fulfilling…hay.
haha i know where you’re coming from(naks rapport or emphatize ba tawag dun haha) …and yeah i was in ATT too before but yeah your main point is the corporate life. Its really time consuming and at the end, we don’t get all the benefits of staying in whatever company we’ve been working in. quit employment if you think you can but consider the experience and pay nrin…working in a call center is not bad after all..just dont stay too long cuz its not a real career, its just a current fix or source of income, trust me haha..but goodluck sa training
Yrah, I know. can’t quit. Still part of the working-class masses. Hirap maging mahirap.
Thanks for the advice, though. And I am turning my back now on the call center industry.
ha ha ha pareho pala tayo ng life kaya lang nakakahilo yung fonts mo… kaya lang anong magagawa ko… dyan ka masaya eh…
nakakabwisit talaga pag baguhan ka but…. masasanay ka rin….
be friendly na lang sa kanila kung hindi…. then bahala sila sa buhay nila………