I get annoyed when people whine and they complicate their lives.
I really like boring. I don’t like shaking things up. I tell that to people. I don’t grow up because I want things nice and simple, no conflict.
Just Happy.
That is my take on what would make a perfect society. The world I want with little if no complication is one for the books. You cannot control everything. Even if you think you’re not hurting people, you still do.
We don’t live in a happy, perfect place. I have to learn to deal with that.
It’s the price I have to pay for trying to make things too simple and not offend anyone. I cannot control people. I do not understand everything. I cannot read people’s minds. I work as hard as I could to go through life happily but sometimes you still find yourself lost, tired, confused and concerned.
I breeze through life thinking that if I just try to have fun, all’s going to be okay.
I am not deliberately hurting people but I still did.
I kept telling people that the reason I act like a child is because I do not ever want to forget that part of me. I kept him alive inside me because I fear I’ll end up like one of those jaded people who stopped caring, those who just go through life thinking of money and how to satisfy themselves.
I think that the person who is the opposite of me can handle things better than I could.
Maybe it’s time to change. To stop to think that all things are innocuous, simple and fun. That in life, there’s more than what I want to believe. I always knew it was like that. I just avoid it.
I try to smile but it hurts.
in reality, children are really more sensitive and sensible beings than adults. A happy child is actually more considerate of other people’s feelings, especially to those they care about than adults. It’s not just the fun part of life they dwell on, part of fun is knowing that whatever it is they do has meaning and is appreciated by those they look up to and love. Do not underestimate the capability of a child to love. Children are not anarchists. They are having more fun when they know that they are right and it is what is expected from a good child….
and if you think i am whining and complicating our lives, then you are one cranky adult who is totally inconsiderate of other people’s feelings.
you dont get it. we are treading this same path again.
Ayan, OK na.