It’s been almost six months since I started my job here in this place of constant boredom. It is better than taking calls, so I stay here editing transcripts. It’s not really that bad.
I do not know if I am going to be regularized by February. I have some absences and my performance isn’t exactly what you’d call stellar.
But if I do, and if there is some sliver of hope that I am to be regularized, I need a friend. A friend that gets it, a normal friend.
Not that I hate the people I hang out with, they’re actually very nice to me. But it sure would be nice to hang out with someone, male and heterosexual, for a change.
A co-worker once said that men in our company are either gay or ugly, they then look at me and say that I am an exception in that category. Now, they have changed it. The men in our company are either gay or geeks. I think superior geeks will shudder at the nature of our jobs. But seriously, I dont see many geeks here, maybe they were all transferred in the evening shift. But it sure would be nice to hanging out with some one different.
Yesterday, I confessed to Meow that I am beginning to talk like them. She was surprised that I said Gora so casually. Hahaha! It is not wrong to speak Gay Talk but it doesn’t really suit me. I don’t want to say all those stuff in normal conversation. They are beginning to rub off on me. NOOOO!
I want a friend who likes fantasy and cartoons. Someone who smokes and drinks. Someone who have a sense of humor that is similar to mine. Someone who does not fornicate with men. Please, please, please…
natawa q ng bonggang bongga dito jpness..:) hindi ko ma imajin na sasabihin mo ung gora or any gay lingo..:) sana nabibili na lang ang best friend parang boyfriend lang na matagal ko ng tinatanong kung san nabibili..:)
OK lang naman pero kahit isa lang naman. kahit isa lang po. one lang.
in an ideal world, you can have everything, including the people you want to hang out with. in real world, you are left with what’s only around. and you could never ask for more. and it’s frustrating sometimes when you can’t have it your way.
by the way, ano yung gora?
yeah, i know that. i guess, i’ll do with what i have.
Gora = Go.
aq din naman jpnesss 1 lang ung hinihingi q. isang jowa lang ok na q..:) kaya lang imposible talaga xa..:( makakasanayan mo na rin yung mga kagaya namen.:) sooner or later baka mas magaling ka na sa men nina lance pagdating sa mga gay lingo, hehehe. sigurop talagang inadya muna na kasalamuha mo yung mga kagaya namen.:) kaya gora lang ng gora..:)
Hahaha! OK lang. Baka kinarma lang ako kasi dati (no offense) gusto ko ng teammates na babae. Ngayon, walang lalake.
hahaha, babae aq dai.. hindi lang talaga halata..:) hahaha, ang digital ng karma diba..Ü