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Thanks, Noynoy

Wednesday, June 30th, 2010

I was expecting to go to work, but our company decided to suspend work in light of President-Elect Aquino’s inauguration that should be starting any minute now.

For that, I thank you. While I am still bitter about Dick Gordon not winning, not even close, and I am aghast of everything going on, I stare at the TV. Sa susunod, di ko na susundan ang aking puso.

And I find amusement of media’s victory,because this is their victory as well. I see TV stars, I am reminded of Estrada’s inauguration.Yeah, I know, they are different.

Anyways, not minding the current events and my disapproval of everybody in the government, I mean every single one, and my growing irritation of Kris Aquino, let us celebrate the day!

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Election Day 2010

Monday, May 10th, 2010

Tapos na ako bumoto! Yahoo!

So we woke up early, left the house at 6:30 AM. We were given numbers, I was number 68. I am beginning to hate being give numbers. And we were able to sit down and vote at around 8:30.

Not minding the long lines (or the absence of it), the humid weather, the noisy people, the drunk man at the upper floor in the balcony who picked a fight with blood dripping from his lips, the the shouting, the senior citizens (who are still very strong) who wants to be in front, the people who can not understand simple instructions, the familiar faces of people I can no longer recall a name with, so far, it was OK. Maybe because we got there early.

Last time, I went straight to the precinct. Now, we have to wait. Last time, I wrote the names. Now, I shaded the circles. It was faster now, as far as filling out the ballot. I think that they should have more machines to accommodate the people. And I wonder with all the issues they have with the manufacturers and technology the machines have, why can’t they just use the same technology they used with PCSO’s Lotto system. Nakatipid pa sila! Hehehe.

On the way home, outside the elementary school the government used, natabig ng tricycle ang Nanay ko. She was angry kasi napakasakit pero naawa sa driver. So ayun!

New Year 2010

Friday, January 1st, 2010

New Year morning at Cubao is disgusting. Smog covers the city. It would have been picturesque if it was natural fog but it stenched of combustible powder. That was depressing.

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Santa’s letters and decorating the place

Tuesday, December 1st, 2009

I woke up. The birds are chirping, the sun is up and shining, and yes, there are always flowers in our very small garden. It could have been a wonderful day if not for the fact that I have work.

At work, because earnings season is over, there is very little to do. Many of us are helping out with the Christmas decorations yesterday. The theme for our department is Santa’s factory. They are making a big deal about it. There is a contest for it, and the Asians Equity department always win.  Let’s face it, as creative as we Filipinos are, if pitted against a group comprising of Koreans, Chinese and Japanese, we stand a small chance (I think it’s a cultural thing) plus they earn a lot more money than we do (just think of their budget — big). But who knows, with the effort they are giving into it… Baka manalo kami.

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Cat's Day

Saturday, September 19th, 2009

It’s Meow’s birthday.

It’s always nice to know that in this depressing world, she is always there to remind me not to lose my way. Our relationship had rough beginnings. And when I say rough, I mean it was weird. For someone like me, people probably wouldn’t believe it. I was on the way to become one of those people. Jaded people who temporarily escape their frustrations by doing superficial things to fill the void inside their being.

Life can be pretty meaningless. I’d tell myself, it is up to us to make it meaningful. Easier said than done, I can sometimes forget that. I am not immune to feeling that hollowness. I get lonely too. It’s not the world that is depressing, it’s the people in the world that is depressing… making life depressing.

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Mood shift courtesy of the random lady

Thursday, August 13th, 2009

Got home. I finally completed my clearance at my previous company and then walked to Greenbelt 3 for the Visuals with Vision mini-exhibit organized by the people behind YoCards. A photograph of Maki, my old dog (I still miss him) was on display. Meow was right, I should learn to stand by my work. I just sent the picture with a one-liner email without a title and not much information about the picture and why I think it is relevant to the theme of the contest. I think I can stand by my work, I can be very defensive but you have to ask me first.

Oops! They did ask me, I didn’t reply, just too lazy. I take that back. I can, just need to be forced to defend my work.

I could not wait for the program to start, so I left before the announcement of winners. I don’t think I will win anyway. There are better pictures there by more deserving artists. I was there for two hours. Patience is a virtue I don’t possess. It’s already unlike me to stay alone for that long without sitting.

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In hazes of week's end

Monday, January 5th, 2009

I just woke up.

Monday morning, I have work again tonight. I was planning to dedicate most of my week off to Susanna Clarke (her book has been with me for a month and I am unable to have time to filp through its pages).

Last Saturday, I was drinking with some co-workers,  I guess I was a bit sad and I ended up drinking more than I should… got very loud, my digestive system went through some really bad calisthenics and I ended up whining like a sissy on my cellphone. Ah, yes… a day I wish to wipe out from everybody’s consciousness (much like most of my life).

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Christmas Boredom Delight!

Wednesday, December 24th, 2008

I am at home right now… 5 hours to go before Christmas. I think most agnostics care for Christmas no matter what they say… not for the symbolism but rather for the same reasons as most Christians do. It’s a holiday that most people take a break and spend time with their family. I spend it with my family but I take more pleasure from being able to be alone.

The past two years was spent at work. Birthday ko na rin sa 27th at nung nakaraan na taon I spent it at work. It is pleasant to have it different this time.

Nung na-approve yung leaves ko, may nag-isip kung di ba pathetic. Sabi ko kasi excited na ako magkulong sa bahay! Yeah, I intend to lock myself at home: Browse the Internet, watch TV, read books, make drawings and eat.

You have to understand that 2007 was a weird year, I thought of myself as a boring person but in retrospect, it was an oddly intense year of alcoholism and other stuff not suitable for younger people. It is a path that I don’t think I will tread again. And I think I am glad. I think in life we should never make regrets, just learn from our mistakes. But I still think it is OK to drink once in a while. Di lang dapat araw-arawin. 2008 is great, it is pleasantly boring and except for me resigning from work and being in a relationship,  but it is otherwise uneventful.

Boring is good. Boring is what I want to be right now. I guess it’s great to be solitary again and opening your door only to the people you want it to be open to. There are a lot of good friends that I have neglected and I wish I can bake amends for that.

Merry Christmas everybody!

Ruminations

Thursday, December 11th, 2008

Whenever I close my eyes, images flash in my eyes… most often just faint red patterns of geometric form turning scarlet during emotional distress, sometimes I see flashes of memories or pastel paintings, images and even frescoes. Sometimes I see watercolor art of butterflies and it will zoom close and I’ll see the intricate design of her wings, sometimes of Renaissance art and be awed by its grandeur. Sometimes memories of things so vivid and sometimes of those forgotten, I can almost feel the sensation. Of a girl in bed and her mocha skin beneath the sheets and the strands of hair. I see images of wizards, fairies and unicorns, landscapes of places I have seen or never visited or maybe just products of my imagination.

Di ba parang adik lang?

The day Manny won. I woke up at 2. I thought I cared but I didn’t, di naman gaganda ang ekonomiya ng Pilipinas, ano man ang mangyari sa laban nila ni Dela Hoya. I woke up and got up to Church with my girlfriend (it was her idea), it was like strolling in a museum, we observed the architecture and the Interiors. It has been years since I paid our Church a visit. Since being agnostic, I don’t go to Sunday mass anymore but it was nice visiting.

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New year Post

Tuesday, January 1st, 2008

Happy New Year sa Inyo. Ayan nasabi ko na! Pasensiya na, di ako big fan ng Holidays kahit OK naman yung naging holidays para sa akin.

This year balak ko paunlarin ang sarili ko kasi the past year, parang naging milestones lang ng buhay ko ay (a) learning I can drink 12 hours straight; (b) Half-sex; (c) weird sex; and (d) Getting really drunk and not knowing what happened in between waking up. Naging patapon pala ang buhay ko ng 2007. So this year, I will try to go online more often and do the things that I have been doing before like… wala pala akong ginagawa masyado dati, I take that back. This year I intend to resign from work.  Find myself (pag nakita nyo, sabihin nyo sa akin agad) and probably write more (I used to write mediocre poems and sell essays to classmates when I was in college).

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