Somebody should stop me from drinking. People just watch me go… That is the problem when meowy‘s not with me when drinking, I get very loud. I always say, di na ako iinom per patuloy ko pa ring ginagawa. I think I need to drink only with friends and with VERY strict supervision. I always hope I don’t turn people off. I have a strong personality when I am drunk. Friends used to tell me that my personality shifts when I am drinking.
I woke up at 12 noon and threw out bile, then slept again til 3:30.
I feel better now, there’s a lot of food at home, my aunt who came from Hong Kong whipped a lot of good food. My favorite is X.O., I don’t know how it is spelled but I am writing it as how they pronounce it. It’s a spicy concoction of scallop shreds and shrimp in oil. I love it. But today, I am not in the mood to eat. Just ate biko (my parents bought it for my uncle) and a couple spoonfuls of lengua and a piece of fried chicken. Very unhealthy indeed.
There are times I feel like I am deluding myself. I sometimes question the things that I do.
